I had a wonderful Christmas. Unfortunately, on the day after Christmas, I started spotting. I called my OB, and they said because I had no cramps and the blood was brown, that I would be fine, and they'd mark my chart.
Here I am, 4 days later. Still spotting, still no cramps. It's the waiting that is killing me. Will Fergus be ok? Has she already died in my womb? I will be calling the office again tomorrow, and insisting on coming in for an ultrasound. Why am I bleeding for five days, and not have any pain? I need answers. Surprisingly enough, my heart is calm. I have not cried. I am sad and tired. I tried to nap but my mind is whirling. I hope you all will pray for me.