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Sunday, December 30, 2012

In Limbo

I had a wonderful Christmas.  Unfortunately, on the day after Christmas, I started spotting.  I called my OB, and they said because I had no cramps and the blood was brown, that I would be fine, and they'd mark my chart.

Here I am, 4 days later.  Still spotting, still no cramps.  It's the waiting that is killing me.  Will Fergus be ok?  Has she already died in my womb?  I will be calling the office again tomorrow, and insisting on coming in for an ultrasound.  Why am I bleeding for five days, and not have any pain?  I need answers.  Surprisingly enough, my heart is calm.  I have not cried.  I am sad and tired.  I tried to nap but my mind is whirling.  I hope you all will pray for me.

6 comments:

D'Rae N said...

Will be praying!!!!!

Lisa in Texas = ) said...

I will be praying for you. <> to you, Lisa :O)

Kelly said...

Praying for you. This happened to me with my last pregnancy....freaked me out. I pray you have peace....I'd also insist on a visit and ultrasound.

Sarah R said...

I will be insisting. I've waited five days and my heart and brain can't take anymore.

mozgirl1 said...

Will pray for you

Jill said...

Praying for you and fergus