People just pray for me. This job is eating away at my soul. I won't go into specifics, but every morning when I clock in, my heart starts to pound and I feel sick inside. If I hadn't signed a contact, I doubt I would be here. And I have about 2 years left. I know, I'm blessed to work from home, it's a decent pay with good benefits, but I dread it, every single day. Either my job needs to change, I need to change, or Jesus needs to come. But something has to give.