Refund

Mr. R called our reversal doctor today to request a refund of the deposit we put down for our procedure.
I can't believe it's not going to happen.
I've been dreaming of this for four years, and it got yanked out from underneath me less than four months before it was going to happen.
I think I'm in shock. My hands are shaking. I feel cold and sick inside.
Mr. R wanted to know what I wanted to do with the money ($500.)
I told him he could have it for himself. It was a portion of my retirement fund. I don't even care about the money.
I think he's going to go on a fishing trip.
Yay. Fishing.