Tuesday, October 26, 2010

Is This A Bad Choice?

Oh peeps.  OH PEEPS.  I am shaking in my boots (actually my red polka dot slippers) right now.  I applied last week for a coding position at the hospital, and just now also applied for a MANAGEMENT position at the hospital!  Comfort zone?  I shot it, buried it, and then peed on it.  I have that same feeling in my stomach when you eat bad sushi.  Am I ready for this?  Am I ready to leave my house after 9 YEARS of working from home?

My friend Carmella is writing my letter of recommendation for the management position; one wasn't required for the coding position.  And if I got the job, a supervisor I had about three years ago would be my supervisor again, so at least there is some comfort there.  She knows me, knows my story, knows my background.  I don't know if this is smart of me, but I figured even if I don't get the job, I could use the experience for interview practice.  I haven't interviewed in ten years. 

Oh, I think I need to go throw up now.


D'Rae said...

so excited for you! You will do fine! I'll keep this and you in my prayers!

Sal said...

Good luck, beautiful! You are brave and bold.

Also had to thank you for sharing your story about your mom yesterday. Many, many people were touched, including me.