But yet, I am struggling with anger over being let go, even still. I gave that place my all and was thrown out the door after a simple mistake which hurt no one (except me.) The part time coding job at home is very slow. I didn't even get any charts this morning, even though I got up early so I could work. I am not one of those people who feel that a woman should bring in a wage...by taking care of a home and raising children, a woman does one of the most important jobs in the world! I feel more guilty because my job loss means my husband has to work more, which is not good for his back. If it wasn't for that, I don't know if I'd be looking this hard.
|Here we are at worship together. Our youngest son, Bucket, took this photo.|
My temp job starts in less than two weeks. So I know I will have money to get my kids a little something for Christmas. I'm so glad they're older so I can explain to them that gifts will be little to nothing this year due to my job loss. That part doesn't bother me too much. I was hoping to decorate the house this year because I lost baby December during this Thanksgiving holiday weekend last year. I never got into the spirit of Christmas last year, having no energy at all after my surgery. Can you believe it's been a year already since I lost my little one?
|I get emotional seeing this. Thanks, Pinterest.|
I leave you Psalm 100, which is known as the Thanksgiving Psalm. Have a wonderful, joyful Thanksgiving to my readers.