I ignored my health for many years while caring for my children. It was wrong of me, yet I was blinded by my own youth and vitality. Now I'm getting older and slowing down a bit, and realizing I did myself wrong. I can't go back and redo those years, but I can change my habits now.
My doctor appointment yesterday was both awful and great. My blood sugars are fantastic; between my new diet and the medication I hate, Metformin, I've got it under control. Dr. V was quite proud of me. She also noted the weight loss, and was impressed. But my blood pressure...whoa, mama, it is not good at all. It was 158/119 and she said she was "that close" to admitting me to the hospital. I begged her not to, Mr. R isn't home and I have no one to care for the children. I was sitting at my desk, racking my brain trying to figure out why it's that high. Work has been extremely stressful lately. I have cried at my desk within the past week. I have teenagers. A husband who is loved, but absent. College. But I think the worst culprit of all has been my salt intake. Caloriecount.com has been such a great tool for me to figure out the salt content in foods. And believe me, I am shocked when I enter a food into the system and it has so much salt in it. Why so much? It's really just not necessary. I think I will very quickly be heading into the "bake everything from scratch" mode soon. It is so discouraging to be working this hard on the meal plan and being sabotaged by food that is supposedly good for me! I hit nearly 4000 mg of sodium yesterday in my plan, and it's not supposed to be above 2500; and only 1500 for someone with hypertension like me! No wonder my bp is through the roof. I guess it's time to stop eating canned soups and pre-made bread. I think I'm going to be spending my weekends kneading dough and making waffles. Definitely, time to get that KitchenAid mixer because I'm going to be a busy mama.
I want the red one, please. I'll be asking Mr. R to hook me up this Christmas, instead of replacing the diamond in my engagement ring. I'm practical like that.
Time for you guys to send me the links to your favorite homey, healthy recipes. Here are the rules: no white flour. Less than one cup of sugar for a batch; do not send me anything with Splenda, I am not touching that garbage. Needs to have a combination of protein (nuts or seeds is fine with me, I'm not allergic to any of those) and high quality carbs. I'm ok with anything that has a topping, because I'll just leave it off; like a streusel. Using fresh fruits and veggies is a bonus. Go!
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Kitchen Aid mixer trumps diamonds anyday! I have the red and I love. I have never looked into sodium in my food. guess I should!
Jenni, I was shocked. You probably eat a lot less sodium than I do because you make a lot more homemade stuff than I do. I need to get to the point where I'm pulling less out of the freezer, and more out of the garden!
Sarah-
I found you through the Internet Cafe where you left a nice comment on my article.
I really did fill my mug and stay awhile, I'm learning a lot through your posts. I need to see a doctor, I gained probably 50 pounds since a hysterctomy two years ago. Although I don't have a diabetic diagnosis yet, I do think I have insulin resistance issues. Our daughter has thyroid and asthma issues and since she was 12 weeks old she has been overweight. We've tried it all for her.
So thanks for sharing your journey, I'm following your blog now and look forward to reading more.
Blessings,
Julie Arduini
julieardui.com
Surrendering the good, the bad, and ---maybe one day---the chocolate
Thank you, Julie. I just discovered Internet Cafe and I could sit all night and read! I'm going to need a lot of coffee. :D
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